clarity, peace, serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nthing to do with you
It's personal
Myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna mis you
Like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
Ang big girls don't cry
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- Mood:decided
I was asked to model with a friend of mine, and while I'm no model at all, I'm excited to do it. I still don't know what I'm going to wear or how am I going to style it or the make up or anything at all. I just have this image in my head of my cute Zara dress with a leather jacket and ankle boots.
Then I have a job interview in the morning. I don't feel nervous or anythong, I don't even want the position but if I get it, then the money will go to the fund of Julie's trips.
2 weeks until my b_day, I'm excited.
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The Cure is my latest obsession. I just love their lyrics, specially Pictures of You:
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go
Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But i never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But i never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Never again (actually not never, but at least not for a very long while).
Today I woke up and something reeked of alcohol. It was me, that plus the heat is never good ~_~. My mum got really mad because of it, my dad just ignored it and my sister came in with the same problem so we’re even.
Last night I vent to Arely’s because she was going to have a party n_n. I like Arely’s parties, they are always full of people and I always end up dancing with her brother to some cumbia :P. This time she invited Pakito and Alekz who also brought Shana Pol. Some of my old friends from Maddox were there too.
As soon as the boys came in, they went out again because Pakito forgot his cell phone and Shana Pol went to leave his jacket there. My Maddox friends immediately asked me if I was/had been involved with any of them. They got really excited with Shana Pol (honestly, the boy is handsome and I <3 him n_n) and I told them that unless collapsing from exhaustion (exhaustion from walking all day around San Francisco) in bed with one of them counted then yes, I had been involved with one of them. Of course it didn’t count.
The boys came and in their typical boy fashion they grabbed a corner, some beer and I went to talk to them. We were situated very conveniently near the keg and the food so we (meaning I) drank a lot (BTW, here in Mexico the drinking age is 18 not 21). We talked a lot, I spilled many secrets but I trust them a lot so I don’t mind. I told Shana Pol that one of the girls liked him but he didn’t like her. I was a good friend and shielded them from the evils of the world (the evils of my crazy classmates, really, they scare me). The friends I wanted to introduce Alekz to didn’t go to the party u_u. Also the hot Architect I was promised didn’t show up either.
Then I did a shot of tequila. Have I ever mentioned that I hate tequila, I hate it, it gets me really drunk way too fast. So, yes, I started spilling secrets like mad (not a good thing when you’re in a room full of people from your past). Then I grabbed a pink bracelet (one of those glow thingies) and a small star balloon. I kept dropping the things! The boys were so nice in retrieving them for me, because I was sure that if I bent over to get them I was going to fall down.
I got really sleepy at some point, so I just leaned on Pakito and started drifting, until M came over to try and flirt with Shana Pol. She say that no one was paying attention and left. What can I say? I suck at making small talk and I was too drunk to try.
Now I’m hung-over and my stomach is grumbling.
Kisses,
Julie n_n.
I’ve been listening a lot to the Twilight soundtrack and I think that “I caught myself” is my favourite song of the whole bunch. n_n
I watched the MTV Movie Awards last night (in Latin America they aired them for the first time yesterday). It really bugged me all the Twilight, it was too much. I’m a Twilight fan girl but it would have been good to see other movies win too. Still, how awesome was the New Moon trailer?
I absolutely looooved it!
I’m also excited about the new season of True Blood. I’m in love with Eric <3<3 :3
I also wanted to announce that I’m going to remove the Twitter updates from my LJ because they are pretty annoying. I’m sure that my dear f-list is just tired of them.
Kisses,
Julie.
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- 12:44 twitpic.com/5uyq7 Nails! #
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